Adam Afieq
Wednesday, 30 November 2011, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Assalamualaikum and hello peeps ! how are you guys doing ? So as you can see,my topics for to day is about a guy.Well,this guy is so awesome.His name is Adam Afieq.He's eighteen.He is very handsome and cute too.He is so nice and caring.I met him at a social network called Tagged.We message through tagged. We were playing doctors and that kind of stuff. Suddenly,he asked me if I could give him my number.He said that he feels like he doesn't want our relationship to end like that,he wants get to know more about me,he wants to be friends with me.When I saw his message in my tagged asking for my number. I had this weird feelings. You know what I mean right ? feelings that I myself can't translated it. I don't wanna gave my number to a stranger I just met. If you guys were in my place you also don't wanna gave your number to a stranger right ? but at the same time I wanna gave my number to him. I wanna get to know more about him.
Then,I decide to gave him my number. After I gave it to him. I was so excited. I was like the most happiest person in the world. This Adam Afieq guy makes me feel loved. I waited and waited and waited but there were no text from him. I waited for about 2 weeks. Some thing like that. I can't barely remember. Even then there were no text from him. I was a little bit disappointed. A few weeks later,i was on my way to Kuala Lumpur. Suddenly my damn phone rang. I got a text for an unknown number. this was our text
Unknow number: Heyy :D
Me:Hey ?
Unknown number:Eh sape nieh ?
*what the hell,die yang text aku.tanye aku pulak sape?menyampah betul lah orang mcm nie. aku maki2 orang yang text aku nie.sumpah2 die. tapi dalam hati jelah kan.
Me:huh? kenape nak tahu nye?
Unknown number:Stay mane nieh?
Me:Pahang,nie sape eh ?
Unknown number:Umo ? Doc Jason Bruno.. U?
Me:15 tahun. i ? Doc Lisa Surihani..
Unknown number:Woa..hot nieh :D dah bape lame jadi doc nieh? :D
Me:baru je lagi.baru nak masok 3 tahunn
Unknown number:Hahahaha..owh yeah? haha.sengall..doc dah sihat?
*the moment that person tanye aku nie dah sihat ke.aku dah lagi odd feelings mcm dulu.aku mule rase mcm somethings wrong. Then..
Me:Sihat je..
Unknown number:Tawu sape nieh? ;)
Me:tak tahu.sape ?
Unknown number:Adam lahh :) haha..
*the moment die cakap Adam tuh.aku tibe2 freeze..aku mengukir senyuman penuh makna. thenn..
Me:Adam Afieq eh?
Unknown number:Aah..
*aku dah mcm omaiigaaddd ! like seriously i burst into tears that time.My happy,excited and nervous were mixed at the same time.I cried so hard.I don't know why.
Me:ouhhh..ingatkan sape lah tadi *kununnya
Adam:haha..knl tak nieh? :)
Me:baru nak kenall..
Adam:haha. mengade.. :)
Me:haha,ape salah nye. bukan selalu pown. I miss my doc. :)
Adam:knp i rase doc u 2 , i? I ke ? :P haha..sorry..i jarang on dah..i keje..on pn kejap2 je :) i on u pegi sekolah.u balek i dah pegi keje :)
Me: *aku tak ingat aku reply ape yang nieh.
Adam:knp lame sangat kat sekolah?
Me:extra class.maklumlah nak pmr dah kan. heee
Adam:Berianye :) pmr baru 2. hehe
Me:*yg nie pown aku tak ingat aku reply ape.
Adam:hahahaha. xpe. belajar je.spm lagi parah..hehe kejap ye.
We stop texting for a while.He was going to do something.So that was that moment. We keep on texting and texting and texting and oneday he disappear. Just like that *petik jari
It was lost when he suddenly disappear.It was like hell. A few month's later. I was going for my tournament.Malaysian Sports School Council. I had my training at Kuantan,Pahang. While I was on my training. I fell ill. My mother was so worried. So,she wanted me to come home and so it did. I rest for about 4 days. It was just 3 more days to go for the tournament.
At an evening,I was packing all my clothes and other stuff. Then,my phone suddenly rangg. I took my phone and i was shocked. I got a text from you know who. haha. Of course from Adam Afieq. I was very happy i guess. He text asking how am i doing. how's my health. I told him that I'm almost recovered from my fever.When i told him about my fever.He said 'Alolo. dmam lagi? patot i mcm tak senang duduk je.. rupenye, orang 2 dmam ea? dah makan ubat?:) . By just saying this i felt so happy. I don't know why actually. Its weird I know. Afterward we keep texting and texting.. We talked about so many things. He was so funny.
Then,he suddenly disappear.. again.. until today. I never text him and he never next me. I was hurt so badly.Its not like he is my boyfriend that I'm supposed to be hurt. why would I be hurt right ? but you know what,, I am. I am hurt. Its like he stabbed me through the heart. I miss him so much ! He was very charming.He was nice.He was Funny.He was so over the top sometimes.He makes me laugh.He makes me smile.He makes me cry.He makes me feel nervous all the time.He makes me wanna be me and that's why I am so in love with him. I'm not afraid to be myself when I'm with him. I keep all his text in my phone. I never delete any of them. I wanna remember every thing about him.
Adam Afieq I want you to know that I miss you so much. I want you to know that I'm so greatful that I get to be friends with you,I get to know more about you,I get to feel the love you have giving me even it didn't last long. I am really greatful.I also had so much fun knowing you. You are the most incredible person i ever met and last but not least, I want you to know that I LOVE YOU. I do. I really love you. muahhhh sikit kat pipi u :')
okayy.. that's all for today.i can't write anymore. I am so tired. My tears won't stop.So it ends here for today.hopefully.. Assalamualaikum and Good Night everbody. :)
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