The True Feeling :')
Saturday, 31 March 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Hai, Assalamualaikum :)How are you boys and girls doing? March is ending now.. We have been schooling for 3 months now.. Times pass so fast..
I've been through a lot lately, I've been insecure when I'm in and out of school. I can't hide my feelings anymore. I just have to say this. I LOVE YOU ! I really do. I don't know why. If you are asking why I'm in love with you. I can't answer it.
I have no reasons on loving you. I just do. I can't control my feelings for you. I want you to know how much i care about. Just by hearing your voice, my heart exploded. I'm happy whenever I'm with you. I tried to forget about you before. I tried everything I could. Maybe I'm the only one who's really crazy about you. I know you don't have any feelings towards me. You know what? I don't mind at all :')
You see this girl? You know why she is wearing a mask ? Why is she hiding her face ?
Well,the answer would be she is trying to hide all her tears. She is trying to hide all her secrets. She is trying not to let people notice she is really hurt inside. She don't wanna make people worried about her. She wanna show all of you that she is a strong girl. She can take care of herself. She don't need anyone else.
This one girl will never ask for sympathy.. NEVER !
Sometimes, she hurts ! She had a feeling her crush knows her feelings towards him but he just ignored it. He just pretend nothing happen. How hurt is that ? ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku dah tak tahan dengan dugaan ini.. Aku merasakan dia tahu perasaan aku terhadap dia. Tetapi kenapa dia buat tak tahu je? why hasn't he say anything? Kenapa perlu berdiam diri macam ni ? Kalau dia tolak aku sekali pun.. Aku redha.. Fuhh, I'm bursting into tears right now. I'm so hurt..
For me love is a joke in life. Sometimes make us laugh, sometimes make us feel and jokes that make us understand the kind of emotions. If the enhancement of the drawing is a color , then the enhancement of life is love . But love is like a ghost , everyone believes , but not all met. If I love him .. Let him feel on his own, not because of the word LOVE, but because love coming from his own heart :)
I read a novel before, In the novel I found something that make me realize how cruel the world is. It makes me realize the reality is much harder to live then living in the fantasy. I found that.........
One of the most difficult challenge in life is to find people who know the weaknesses and shortcomings, but he was still willing to love and loves you with all his heart.
I accept the reality. I accept the fact . I accept every single thing that's happening in my life..
Sesungguhnya saya tak nak bercinta pada usia muda macam ni. Saya masih lagi bersekolah. Saya perlu fikir pasal masa depan saya. Bercinta sekarang pun belum tentu saya kahwin dengan dia. Jadi lebih baik saya belajar dan terus belajar daripada membuang masa dengan cinta monyet ni :)
Statement saya yang kat atas ini tak bermakna saya kata saya tak pernah bercinta. Tipu sangatlah tak pernah bercinta kan ? Semua orang mesti pernah bercinta tau or maybe ade crush ke kan? Saya memang pernah bercinta dan saya sudah insaf. Perit sangat bercinta ni. Membazir air mata untuk orang yang tak menghargainya langsung. Jadi saya dah
Saya tak nak bercinta sekarang. Kalau boleh saya nak kahwin terus nanti. Saya nak bercinta lepas berkahwin. Saya akan terima suami saya seadanya. Saya nak mama saya yang pilih calon suami saya. Saya percaya mama and ayah akan pilih yang terbaik untuk saya. Saya juga ade cakap kat kawan-kawan lelaki saya kalau dia orang datang masuk meminang. Saya akan terima. Tapi saya juga cakap May The Best Man Wins ;) *Ceh,bajet ade orang je nak kat aku..
Dear Future Husband,
I promise you I will love you with all my heart. I will try my best being the most loving wife and mother to our children. I will never disobeyed you. I'm gonna take care of you. I want you to know how much I love you. I want you to know I accept you just the way you are. I want you to know I will always be there for you. I will be the shoulder for you to lean on. I will be your best friend. I will be the listener to all your problem. I will support you at anyways. I will light up our world. I want you to know we will go through all those difficulties together. I will never leave you. NEVER! If you are reading this,please know that I'll love you more than you'll ever expected.I maybe writing still simple letter to you. But I want you to know, I meant everything single thing I said in this letter. This letter means a lot to me. ♥
your future wife
♥Nadiah Mokhtar
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